it eats you up.
knowingly and unknowingly.
i can say that im a fearless person
before the car accident.
but after the accident,
i became a different person.
now, im scared.
im really afraid of things and events now.
im afraid when i get into a car.
and if i have to do things which entails a certain
amount of risk.
im scared. which i know i wasnt, previously.
i need some time i guess.
to overcome my psychological barrier.
/i have to be fearless again